Dead End
I have never been happier in my entire life than I am this very moment. Sans the sentiments about lost love and frustrating moments that false hopes generously provide.Now, I am complete.
I have come to realize that it would be a waste of time to grope for something that wasn’t really there, that it only hurts to look back and see how things have changed (that’s why I won’t do it anymore), that I really really have to move on and throw away my excess baggage. Today I will finally say goodbye to THE ONE that bruised me the most. But I will do it not without tears for we shared good times as well as rotten ones. I will leave the memories behind and pray hard that someone better comes along. I miss him a lot, that much I have to admit, but life doesn’t end because he’s gone. I have a life of my own to live. I believe that he left me to give me a chance of finding someone who could truly make me happy. That thought comforts me and ease my pain, however minimal.
This will be the last time that I will think of you…this will be the last time that I will speak of you… and hopefully the last time that I will love you…
January 31st, 2006 at 11:47 pm
Nice one…I really miss you Mommy. You know naman na ikaw lang ang ka-kwentuhan ko s mha ganyang bagay. I like the “last time” lines. Hirap talaga, magmahal. Anyway miss ko na yung kwentuhan natin tungkol sa love life, kc c Anne manhid na sa mga ganyan dala ng pagiging “bisiro” nya.
D ko pa rin nrrciv p-nascan ko kay Jeff, sabihin mo naman sa iyo n lang i-send tapos send mo na lang sa kin. Ayaw yata ng computer nya sa e-mail ko. Thank’s for reading my bloggs. Miss you
March 3rd, 2011 at 8:19 pm
I like,that’s a sign of a good blog post.